Hiiiiiii :) I've got a goal this summer! To finish the Harry Potter series, and it seems nice (tons of people talk about it). I finished the first book yesterday and it was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Maaaaan, I wanna seriously finish the series, finally got something nice to talk about next year, eh. I'm in the second book and I think I'm halfway done? I'm trying to finish one book in 3 days max. Seems like a nice schedule, eh?
Aside from reading (which I have to read a whole bunch of other books), I am writing. I will finish that poem book that was due last year, I promise! I just need a couple of files and----- yeah. I'll finish it with a nice touch, I promise. I'm also writing the Zombie-caust. A story of a man sharing the name of the German Nazi Party Leader-- Adolf Hitler. Adolf will kill all zombies by poisoning the air. KILL THE KILLED. What? haha
Anywho, I have to rush up now! See you all later :)
PS: I'll be posting a whole bunch of stories in here too haha :)
Sunday, May 31, 2015
SVR
Hey guys. This is a confusing story because I won't put much of detail, :)
Today a few stood up for me when I was being trash talked to (on or what). I'm part of this group (SVR) and I'm in the CT type of thing (counter-terrorist). So when I was notified to do a special job, I had to do so. It's like, if I don't do it, I'll be out of the group. And since I really like the group, I did it. Surprisingly, I had to talk to this Muslim man (call him Khan). Being part of the CT thing, I had to insult him if he did something suspicious or trash talked other members. I know insulting isn't the best thing, but what I did wasn't even as bad as the others. I teased him about something (wouldn't say it here, I'm a coward, sorry) and he replied. He (Khan) claimed that I was interested in something inappropriate because of the insult I gave him. It took me a minute or two to realize that he said something towards me, and I replied. I didn't put much insults, since I don't want this to spark up a bigger fight (which might cause me being kicked out). Later on, there's this other man (hi onii chan Ron!) who came in saying that Khan should prove that what he has said about me is true. Ron also said that I'm a decent person and will never be interested in Khan's insult. I broke up whatever is happening, although it kind of made me feel like I am welcomed in a nice environment.
I broke up whatever is happening and the argument fell there. I talked to Khan as if nothing happened, and I want to be a nice CT. We've got a nice conversation (cue coughs) then, I get another notification. It was from another guy I've been talking to a lot since I've stayed in the group, Brent (oppa). He then started insulting Khan and then said a few stuff that included me too. He seemed furious that Khan insulted me (wew) and another argument broke. But a few minutes ago, I told them to stop and just sleep it off because it might be better later on.
Anywho, that's it. It's kind of nice to have friends over the internet, but it's sad because I can never meet them. That's all, bye :)
Today a few stood up for me when I was being trash talked to (on or what). I'm part of this group (SVR) and I'm in the CT type of thing (counter-terrorist). So when I was notified to do a special job, I had to do so. It's like, if I don't do it, I'll be out of the group. And since I really like the group, I did it. Surprisingly, I had to talk to this Muslim man (call him Khan). Being part of the CT thing, I had to insult him if he did something suspicious or trash talked other members. I know insulting isn't the best thing, but what I did wasn't even as bad as the others. I teased him about something (wouldn't say it here, I'm a coward, sorry) and he replied. He (Khan) claimed that I was interested in something inappropriate because of the insult I gave him. It took me a minute or two to realize that he said something towards me, and I replied. I didn't put much insults, since I don't want this to spark up a bigger fight (which might cause me being kicked out). Later on, there's this other man (hi onii chan Ron!) who came in saying that Khan should prove that what he has said about me is true. Ron also said that I'm a decent person and will never be interested in Khan's insult. I broke up whatever is happening, although it kind of made me feel like I am welcomed in a nice environment.
I broke up whatever is happening and the argument fell there. I talked to Khan as if nothing happened, and I want to be a nice CT. We've got a nice conversation (cue coughs) then, I get another notification. It was from another guy I've been talking to a lot since I've stayed in the group, Brent (oppa). He then started insulting Khan and then said a few stuff that included me too. He seemed furious that Khan insulted me (wew) and another argument broke. But a few minutes ago, I told them to stop and just sleep it off because it might be better later on.
Anywho, that's it. It's kind of nice to have friends over the internet, but it's sad because I can never meet them. That's all, bye :)
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Don't
"Don't," he started to say. "Please, don't."
"I just--- I just can't," she replied. "E-everyone's knowing it, I don't---"
"Please. I-I can't lose you," he said as he fell on his knees.
He was begging for her to stay. She did her best to not look at him. She said, "They say that if you really love someone, you should learn and eventually let go."
It struck him faster than a lightning bolt. He has then realized that he didn't really love her enough to let her go.
"No," he cried. He stayed on his knees, still hoping for her to take what she has said back.
"Stand up. Stand up and go."
"Wasn't it worth it? All of it?" He asked as he stood up. He was furious, he didn't understand why, but he was.
She faced him. The make-up was starting to fall off of her beautiful face. Sadness filled her eyes as she saw how hurt he looked like. "Of course it was," she wanted to say. All she wanted to say will never be said as all she wants is the best for him.
"It is worth it, right?" He said as he tried to keep his balance. Knowing that she cried is something he couldn't bear. And right now, she is crying in front of him, he started to feel like his world is falling apart. She shook her head and wiped her tears away, "It was worth i, it's just not 'is' anymore. It was, not it is."
And in that moment, he felt like his soul, his brain, and his heart were torn out of him. He stared at her, not saying a word even if he wanted to say a lot. He wasn't convinced, he knew there's something wrong. He knows it's still 'is'. He knows it'll never be 'was',
"It'll never be 'was'," he finally managed to say, "it's always 'is'. Nothing will change it."
"I just--- I just can't," she replied. "E-everyone's knowing it, I don't---"
"Please. I-I can't lose you," he said as he fell on his knees.
He was begging for her to stay. She did her best to not look at him. She said, "They say that if you really love someone, you should learn and eventually let go."
It struck him faster than a lightning bolt. He has then realized that he didn't really love her enough to let her go.
"No," he cried. He stayed on his knees, still hoping for her to take what she has said back.
"Stand up. Stand up and go."
"Wasn't it worth it? All of it?" He asked as he stood up. He was furious, he didn't understand why, but he was.
She faced him. The make-up was starting to fall off of her beautiful face. Sadness filled her eyes as she saw how hurt he looked like. "Of course it was," she wanted to say. All she wanted to say will never be said as all she wants is the best for him.
"It is worth it, right?" He said as he tried to keep his balance. Knowing that she cried is something he couldn't bear. And right now, she is crying in front of him, he started to feel like his world is falling apart. She shook her head and wiped her tears away, "It was worth i, it's just not 'is' anymore. It was, not it is."
And in that moment, he felt like his soul, his brain, and his heart were torn out of him. He stared at her, not saying a word even if he wanted to say a lot. He wasn't convinced, he knew there's something wrong. He knows it's still 'is'. He knows it'll never be 'was',
"It'll never be 'was'," he finally managed to say, "it's always 'is'. Nothing will change it."
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