Hello!~~ Today is my birthday and yeah. To be honest, I didn't want to be greeted my people. I kind of thought that people will only recognize you when it's your birthday or when you're nearing death. It's like, that'll be the only time they'll 'value' you.
What's up with people making you feel special for one day, then after, they can live like it never happened? It's actually painful. How can people live like that? Maybe they never experienced it, and I must say, you wouldn't want to experience it.
Alvin says I worry a lot. I'm not sure if I do worry a lot, but I guess I do? Awhile ago, I almost ran out of breath. My heart beats were unstable and I realized I couldn't breath. Maybe my unknown sickness is starting to kick in. Painfully getting my heart and lungs first.
If I knew I have a few more months or years to live, I guess I'll always write poems. Just a random mention, but yeah. I mean, thar's the only thing I think I'm good at. Poetry. It still amazes me on how poets can limit what they're writing, especially haiku writers. How can you compress all you're thoughts in a 3 line, 5-7-5 syllable, relate to nature poem (not all the time, but yeah). It's hard. But still, it's amazing.
That's all for now? I have to go because we have school tomorrow. Tomorrow's a Tuesday, so I'm pretty hyped. Anyhow, good bye ~(^-^)~
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