The Not Problematic Day

Bonjour! Welcome back to the weirdest and most problematic blog in the whole universe! This day didn't have much problems so I guess, I'll just write down my realizations and the hilarious moments that happened today! How about we start with my little problems then proceed to the other two? Okay? Alright!

08/13/14

Honestly, today didn't have any major problem. I think I just let my family members down after making my choice. I don't want to elaborate on this one because it's just sad. I feel guilty for all this, but I need to follow whatever my heart says (well, more like my brain). A question I would ask is:

Do we pursue things for the sake of everyone else's happiness? Or would you stop it there for your happiness?

Just think about it, that is my situation. And for reasons, I stopped it right there for my happiness. It's not actually my happiness, I did because I know I couldn't do great in whatever they would be happy with. I say this every time, I do this because I am scared to fail everyone.

Some of the hilarious moments of this day was when I talked to my adviser. It was a funny talk, because first, she told me I was tall and second, because she asked me if I had a boyfriend. Of course, I'm a good person (<-- this one's a lie) so I didn't lie on this one. I said no, and laughed. She then said, "That's good! How about inspiration?" It took me a few seconds to think of an answer and when I came up with one, I said, "Inspiration? Yes, I have an inspiration, and he's around here." She looked at me and told me, "Good, keep him as your inspiration and never as your distraction." This one made me smile and laugh in a weird way, because we all know he is my distraction and inspiration. When I realized what she said, I told her, "Distraction? I think that's impossible."

"Why is that so?" She asked.

"Because he is around here, and it distracts me all the time." 

"Then try to stop yourself from making him as your distraction."

"How?"
"By creating a wall between you two."

A wall? I thought.

"A wall, miss? How?" I blurted out.

"You should stop thinking about him all the time. Only think about him, when he is in front of you. If he is not in front of you, don't think about him."

I liked what my adviser said, she's right. I should stop, but how?

"I will try, miss. Anyway, which class are you going to?" I asked her and she told me she was going to Grade 9. I told her I'd pay Grade 9 a visit and she allowed me to. Being me, I opened the door for her and smiled. I took a few glances at the room and bid farewell. I ran back to my room and told a friend about what she told me. It was great to know that there's someone I know on who could help me with this. And I'm glad I have Miss Luz as my adviser, it's a great feeling.

I'll stop here for now, hopefully I'd share the other hilarious story in the next one. Off to the French word and a fact!
Fact about Me:
I do ice skating.
French word time!

Au revoir!