I've been hallucinating today. For example, this morning I thought that someone was calling my name. I was on my way to school when I 'heard' someone call my name behind me. It was like a soft whisper behind me, and when I look back, I don't see anyone. Every time I would go and look ahead again, the whisper starts to get louder and louder. Louder and louder, that the last time it called me, it was not a whisper anymore- it was a yell. It made my ears and head hurt, I knew no one was calling me, but there was this urge- an urge that makes me still turn my head and look back- look back at the busy street in where no one knows me.
Another example would be about the SBA exam. I was taking the exam and I was answering my test from the last number to the first number. When I was at number 31 (not sure with number; or is that what I think it was), I got confused. Because I knew that I already answered 31, but why am I at the same number again? If you're thinking they made a typo, well then, you're wrong. I looked at my answer sheet and I looked back at the questionnaire, and viola! It was number 30! It freaked me for about a second because I read it as 31 real and clear. But when I looked away and looked back, it was a different number.
Am I on a weird drug right now? Because, if I was on one right now, someone please help me get away from these! It's really creepy! Also, this morning, I was singing to the song 'When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars'. I was in the near end of the song, when this random motorcycle passed by and it was playing the same song. The creepy part was, it was on the same line I was singing at! Spell coincidence!
Today's been a really creepy day! And right now I'm pretty bored, hooray! I'm actually looking for questions because I want to answer them. So I've found pretty hard questions and I want to answer them here! It'll be typed down in 3..2..1...
Question 1:
What worries you most about the future?
A: I worry about how I'm going to leave my mark here on this world. I also worry about how I'll make people proud of me in the future.
Question 2:
In the haste of our daily lives, what are we not seeing?
A: I guess we're not seeing what's important. I guess, in our everyday rush, we stop thinking about how we're supposed to enjoy every bit of our life. Because we will not know when we'll die.
Question 3:
Which is worse, failing or never trying?
A: For me, it's failing. Because if you never tried in the first place, how would you fail? Failing means a lot to me, it's like if I fail something or someone, it would feel like my whole world is broken.
That's three questions for now, I'll answer other questions next time! Until my next blog entry....
Au revoir! :)
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