Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Vacation?

Vacation may or may not mean any of the following:

- Homework
- Reading a book
- Talking to friends
- SLEEP
- Eating outside
- Drawing
- Photography
- OUTINGS
- Studying
- Blogging
- Watching 'funny' videos
- 'Soundtrip'
- Photoshop
- PARTIES
-  More sleep
- Staying up late
- Waking up late
- Doing things late
- CRAMMING
- More time for sports
- Tweeting
- Drinking
And the lastly:
- Staring at a blank wall with deep thoughts

Robots and Dreams :O

I want to live until I see robots being like humans. Robots working, commuting, eating (?), and so much more. Wouldn't that be cool? I see it in almost all the modern films, like robots conquering the world or something. I bet we would all look like lazy ass people when robots would be like us. Robots doing what we should do.

Aside from wanting that to happen, I keep having the strangest dreams (I ever had) these days. The other day, I had a dream about going to Balete Drive and a white lady just stands there beside me. Creepy... I also had a dream about being in a maze then when I finish the maze, the maze starts over. And last night, I had 4 dreams (#wow)

D-1
My mom was reading my blog. She then questions why I put all my problems here. She gets sad because I wouldn't tell her why then dream ends.

D-2
I had a dream about Tony Park (#wow). It's about him liking someone (*cough cough*) but he couldn't tell her his feelings. I help him in exchange for Korean lessons. The girl gets mad at me because it turns out she actually likes Tony (*cough cough*), Then blah blah blah. Tony ends up telling her his feelings and we become good friends after.

D-3
The dream was about me dying. I just wake up in a silent room, and it was very dark. Not much actually, because later on I die.

D-4
All I know is that the fourth one was scary. Can't remember much of it, sorry.

Sooooo, those were the strange dreams I had. Not strange because I dream about strange stuff everyday, not much of a biggie. (hehehe)

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

I'm trying to make a song. And it's not going like what I want it to go. I need more time? Inspiration? I don't know. I just want to make a song and try and record it. Why not? New things are always worth a shot.

Christmas and New Year

Hi. Christmas has been great, I guess. Oh and I'm not planning to celebrate New Year like the way I used to. I don't want to see and hear fireworks. I don't want to see people jumping. I don't want to hear people celebrating. I don't want to inhale the smell of fireworks. I simply don't want it. I'd rather look up and see the moon, the clouds, and the stars (I hope). I'd want to inhale 'simple' air. I'd want to see people casually walking or sitting. I'd want people to stay 'quiet'. I just want to celebrate things normally.

I've finished Catching Fire a few days ago. And since I've got no gadget to be busy with, I would want to read a book. I have something to stay up all night to, and I get to make my ideas---expand? I can't find the right word, but it's something like that.

Reading books for me, is now a hobby. I used to hate to see tons of words in just a single page (*cough* Dictionaries *cough*). I want my books to have pictures, but now, I'd rather doodle my thoughts in another paper. Am I making sense?

Monday, December 22, 2014

A Story

So, I found this story in my tablet and I find it funny. I thought, "Why not share it here?" And here we have it! I can't promise this'll be great, but I tried :) *kind of based on a true story (other parts were added to make it a bit longer)*

Untitled



POV of Boy

As I went out of the library, I closed the door gently and I saw her standing right there, in front of me. I didn’t know how to react because she always runs away whenever I’m around or whenever she sees me. I finally closed the door and she looked up. Our eyes met, it was either for a split second or a couple of seconds, I wasn’t sure. She was on phone, most probably talking with someone, and she was also smiling. A smile or a laugh, I don’t know, but she looked happy. Her friends were around, but she was nearer to two girls and a boy. Is he making her laugh? Or was it all of them making her laugh? But she was also on phone, maybe it was the person she was talking to who was making her laugh, I’m not sure. She looked away and started talking to her friends again, and as much as I want to stay here and look at her, I continued walking away.

POV of Girl

We’re having trouble with what we’re going to do, since one of our group mate went away. So, here I am desperately wanting him to answer the call only to discover that he might not answer because he doesn’t know I have his phone number. Now I’m trying to call his little sister, hoping that she will actually answer my call. While waiting, my other group mates are cracking jokes and I laugh along because their jokes are funny. And then I notice the library door open, it cracked open and I see him standing there. We made eye contact, funny right? I usually run away from him, even if he was thousands of meters away or when I hear his voice, I just run. It’s weird, or should I say, I’m weird. But now that I’m used to it, I have no problem with doing it. Now, it’s really weird. I looked away and I saw him walk away.

POV of Author
As he walked away from her, he had thousands of thoughts in his head. It was either about her, or simply about her. He had no choice, all he wanted to know was what was making her smile, and he was curious, so curious that he would most probably kill thousands of cats. His thoughts, oh his thoughts, they were countless, so countless the word infinite is way too small. He wanted to go back and ask her why she was smiling, and how he regretted walking away from her.

Meanwhile, she also had thoughts running through her head. She wonders how he isn’t getting tired of running through her mind, she knows it’s corny, but you couldn’t help it when you’re in love. When you’re in love, it’s just you and your loved one, right now, that’s all she thinks of. She wanted to tell him that she loves him, but the mere fact that he may not like her back is painful, so painful nothing could measure the pain. She hasn’t experienced it, and she doesn’t want to experience it, she would never bother to experience it.

Now, he’s just a few feet away from her, he’s thinking, “It’s now or never”. Never to hope that this would fail, all he wanted to do was to run away, he was scared. Though he wasn’t sure of what he was scared of, he actually just wanted to let her know he loves her.

She knew that he was behind her, it was just an instinct. Just one of the things you may learn in martial arts. She doesn’t want to see him. She fears that’ll she’ll fall more- twice, thrice, or four times. She doesn’t like the feeling. Her body heating up so bad, her eyes staring at every other corner, her words being all twisted up, and more. She hates it, but right now, she can’t run away from him.


As she felt him going close to her, she took a deep breath and turned around.

-END-

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Quarter Exams :(

Haiiii! I can't believe tomorrow is the start of the Quarter Exams~ Everything's happening so fast! I still can't process it, and it's killing meeee T T. Aside from those, I've been listening to Sam Smith for the past few days. His voice is killing me----literally. As weird as it would sound, I want to cry when he sings (T>T).

Aside from Sam Smith, something (more like someone) is killing me (not literally). Anddddd I don't feel like saying who it is, but the lad's a friend of mine. HAHA. Should I still need--- HAHA~~ Whatever it takes to make myself un confused, I'd do it~ yeah. :(


Anyhow, I've got no more to say (my blog is just sad), so I shall go! To whenever I'd update (most probably during the Christmas Break), au revoir~

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Untitled

Ed Sheeran - I'm A Mess

Oh, I'm a mess right now

Inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end

I can't work it out
How going through the motions
Going through us

And, oh, I've known it for the longest time

And all of my hopes
All of my words
Are all over written on the signs
When you're on my road
Walking me home, home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes

It burns so bright I want to feel your love, no
Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna fall in love
And put your faith in my stomach

I messed up this time

Late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion
With fingers intertwined

I can't shake this feeling now

We're going through the motions
Hoping you'd stop

And though I've only caused you pain,

You know but all of my words will always be low
Although all the lies we spoke
When you're on my road
Walking me home, home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes

It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna fall in love
And put your faith in my stomach

And for how long I love my lover

For how long I love my lover
And now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover

Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover (and I feel loved)

For how long, long I love my lover
I feel it all over now, now and I feel loved
For how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now, now, and I feel loved
For how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Feel it all over now
For how long I love my lover
Now now
For how long, long I love my lover

Friday, December 5, 2014

SLEEP

Bonjour! Today I realized that I need more sleep. But I sleep at 11 PM (weekdays), isn't that early? Oh well, I guess I should TRY sleeping earlier. Can someone define what early is? haha.

I almost fell asleep during class time. What's worse is that it's Science class. One of the subjects I need to be better at. I was already shaking my head since I can't take it. Luckily, I didn't get to sleep! YAY! I had to slap myself to be un-sleepy. I have no idea on why that happened, but, it just did (xD). I guess I felt sleepy 'cause I drank soup. It's been a long time since I've drank soup, so maybe-- I don't know. Speaking of soup, I heard that hot water and salt could be soup. Well, could it?


Aside from those, I have nothing else to say. Until next time! Au revoir! :)

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Dark Zone

Hi. What's happening? I've been out of this world and I'm just hanging out in the Dark Zone lately. Honestly, I don't know what's going on inside me. All I know is that I'm confused and depressed. I want to get out of the Dark Zone, but it just likes keeping me in there. Is it something that I should hate or love?

The Dark Zone is simply sadness. It's very negative, that once you get in there, I assure you it's hard to go back. Usually, you can't get out anymore, it depends upon the person. I've been there for way too long and I just realized I wanted to get out. Do I? I'm not even sure :(


Things just get me so sad and it gets stuck in me. It gets so stuck that I can't take it out. Annoying, yes, but I don't know. I don't know what to do, what to say, and everything else.


I'm losing my focus! Is it because of the time I've spent in here? Am I thinking about darkness all the time? I don't know what to do with life anymore.


I guess this will be it for now. I'll just die, brb.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Project

Bonjour! Got nothing to write about! haha. Projects are everywhere! But a project I am super dooper excited for is the Mandarin project! WE'RE MAKING A MOVIE AGAIN! YAHOOOOO!!! Yehhh! Party party! *dances to techno music*

Anyhow! Making a video for a project just excites me. We go to houses and shoot there (not literally shoot though), and we have fun. Though sometimes we take too long to shoot a scene and it's getting late, of course we get into a bad mood and rush things. Life's not easy, you know! But, it's okay! We still get great quality work, hahah!


I have to go now! This might be my last update for this week, until next week, goodbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Friday, November 14, 2014

Nothing Great

Hello. Today, nothing good happened. But if you insist, the only 'good' thing was laughing.

I was worried with whatever bad thing might happen (from my thousands of bad possibility choiced) today. Being me, there will never be a time when I will stop thinking about the possibilities of me either getting hit by a random car, getting hit by a random bullet, get bitten by a dog, trip while the cars zoom past you, or a random person killing me. Oh well, I think this is how I should live- can't wait for what will happen, I guess.


Aside from that? Nothing else. Today was Report Card giving but I have no idea on what my grades are. I don't think they will be high like how I wished, but- oh well. Not all wishes come true. How unfair life is towards me.


I have no idea on what to write here. But I will go already, it's because I'll be leaving at 3:00 AM to go to a far place. Bye~

Monday, November 10, 2014

Nosebleed

Heyaaa! So I'm going to talk about nosebleeds. What's up with nosebleeds (get it? hehe)? As far as I could remember- which is not a lot - I've never had one. I think it's pretty weird because everyone else I know had their noses bleed. Absolutely have no idea, hahaha. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but because of that, I kind of feel abnormal. I don't know if feeling abnormal because of that is bad or good... but I don't know! I'm not sure of my emotions!! I really need some hospital or something.

Based on my friends' nosebleeds, it looks really creepy and dangerous! AND THAT'S WHAT I LIKE! Oh yes! I'm absolutely crazy! I'm a sadist, a masochist, and a pessimist! MY LIFE'S SO NEGATIVE! Party party!!! Woot woot! hehe!


I'll end it here because I might get a nosebleed. heheheheheh! Au revoir!! :D

Monday, November 3, 2014

What's Happening?

Hi. What's happening? It's been so long... hehe! I think I'm going crazy, it's just that I don't know what I'm going crazy on! I don't know, life's been unfair to me during the break. *sigh* Whenever I get something I want, there's always a something in exchange. Actually, even if I don't get something, there's this consequence I have to face. It's just weird. Anyhow, I want to know what's happening to you guys? :)

A Letter (Short Parts)

A few days ago, I decided to make a letter. It was for three people I've grown to love. Let's name them A, B, and C.
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A, I knew this person for more than a year. This person, we had conflicts and all those, but we still love each other.

B, this person could have been my first ever best friend. We share a lot in common and I don't know why I can't have this person as my best friend.


C, we only became close during this break. See how amazing this is? I love this person even if I don't know much about C.

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The letter contained a lot of my feelings. I didn't know what to do and I didn't know who to share my feelings with, so I shared it to them.
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I'm just too serious for them, I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm just destroying their happiness. Why do I feel like this?
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I cried myself to sleep after I wrote that letter. I really made myself wake up late, so I wouldn't see their messages. I'm sure that they'll be bombarding me with questions and statements. I don't know, it feels... weird.
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I felt cared.. C....C always cared. C didn't want me to go, so did A and B. But C, I don't know! Everything just happens weirdly!
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I don't know if I should regret writing it... I felt sorry, I apologized to C. C told me not to apologize because it wasn't wrong. I apologized, I felt bad... C cared for me... It felt really great...
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I don't know if I still want to die... I'm always ready though... Kill me in the fastest way possible... I don't know... These three made me think about it.... I don't even...
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Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Hey Joel (Read This!)

Hey Joel, I love your titles in your recent entries. I've figured it out, and you want me to help you with it? I'll help you seek your purpose.

I've noticed it, and for those who hasn't, it goes like:

Will you see my purpose?

Smart, really smart my friend. If that's what it is supposed to be, well then, I should give you a hand. I liked how you did it, actually at first I found it weird. Maybe because of how you titled it that way. They were a bit irrelevant, but yes. I like that, you are great with these. You are great with making confusion, while I am great at solving them. haha, though I didn't see the purpose, I will see it. hahah


Here's what I have to say about that:

They will.

PS: It's so Yoda haha

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Sleep and Happiness

Hello... I'm still up for no reason and to think about it, I have no reason to sleep either. I don't think saying that I need sleep or I'm tired are reasons. Though I do say those two reasons a lot, I don't think it's a good reason for now. What? I'm just confusing myself, I better get going.

Nothing today was special enough to make me happy. I am never happy I guess. And yes, I know I say I'm happy a lot of times in here but I'll be honest, I'm not COMPLETELY HAPPY. That's all for now, I should go, bye.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Happy Day

Heyaaaaaaa! Today has been an amazing day because it's raining food and things! Yayyyy! How about let's do some flashback or something? hehe

YESTERDAY~~

Yesterday, Sir Mon gave Tom a pack of 'Beng-Beng' so he (Tom) could give us a piece each. Tom gave it out and we were happy xD But that's not all! We fooled around Tom saying that he should also give us chocolate, and as expected, he laughed it off.


(We go back to present day)

Today, I went to school and surprisingly, there was a pack of M&M’s on my table. Everyone had one and so I asked them, “Who gave this?” They told me it was Tom, and then I laughed (in my head only). I wasn’t expecting that he would actually do it, so it’s really funny. Tom is such a good person (he’s such a good omen). :D


Aside from Tom, Ms. Yo and Ms. Luz gave out great stuff. Ms. Yo gave out this certain thing, I don’t know what it’s called. It’s not candy because it’s kind of nutty and I liked it. I have no idea on what you call it, forgive me!



And of course, Ms. Luz gave out pens and magnets. There were 3 magnets and 9 pens (if my math is right). To be fair, Charles asked if anyone wanted magnets, and 2 people wanted it (3- including Charles). We were settled and happy! :)


I’m really happy today :DDD Let me be for once hahahahaha, anyhow, I have to go, au revoirrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Sunday, October 19, 2014

PTX

I'm on FB casually talking with my friends. I think while I'm talking to them I get so high on shnit. I keep putting, "HHAHAHAHAHAHHA," after everything I say. I'm not on drugs, so don't kill me!

Anyhow, I'm really happy right now! It's because I'm listening to Pentatonix, I don't know why, but the way they sing and create their own beats are so damn great! I like their latest released song, which is Rather Be. It's really catchy, and the way Kristie sang it was- ASDFGHJKL! Mitch's and Scott's background voices are just so heavenly! Avi and Kevin are doing so great with the beat, someone tell me what song they would give a bad cover?! What's great is that they released their newest album! It's PTX Vol. 3! They released it last September 23rd I think, but it's out now in YouTube too! hahaha, I don't know where to buy it here in the Philippines so I go to YouTube. They are really cool, so just go listen to them! :D


Titles

Then I noticed, I have titles with a range of 1-5 words. hahahahah, WHYYYY? I don't know, and I guess I still wouldn't bother to know why. I think it's tiring to think about long titles after writing long shnit. So yep, I guess one bother would be less bothered? hahaha, I don't know now, I'm so confused.

Shnit- some word I 'invented' (since I don't know if there's such a word) because saying sh*t is bad, and I want to say it in an ideal-ish way.

Quiet

Note: It's great to see people update their blogs. I get to read what they put in there and most of the time, the blog entries are just fun. I'll just stay quiet for a few days because I don't know what to talk about and I need to sleep earlier. I'm actually getting sleepy now, so this is just a quick entry. Speaking of being quiet, I'll talk about it.

When I am quiet, I get to think a lot more. And when I think a lot more, I usually think about life. There's no other topic for me but to think about life. But I don't like it when my friends are quiet. It's very unusual and it's as if you took out the fun in the room, and having fun is important, why? Without fun, life would be boring. Plus, I'm used to having fun in our room. 

In our room, having fun is important. I guess at the same time we have to be serious, but when there are problems, we couldn't be as serious as we're supposed to be. One time, the room's tension was really high and I couldn't take it, so I made a joke. RC got all weird and stuff because my joke was green, hahahahaha. Who wouldn't laugh at one? Actually, it would depend on how green it is or how the joke goes, and most people wouldn't laugh at it. But, we're Grade 8 and I think it is normal for a grade like this to talk about those.


Back to being quiet, when I am quiet, I think I scare crap out of people. I once stayed quiet from morning 'till first period after lunch, and that morning, they asked what's wrong but I didn't speak. I only spoke because I had to ask a question about the exam, since I didn't have a fun partner, I had to ask. I think my c'mates were happy after I asked that question. Until now, I still don't know why I stayed quiet. I'm actually planning to stay quiet anytime this year because I know I'm so damn noisy. Though I know I'm not the only one, but I should just keep quiet. Plus, when I speak, most of my words are bad ones (not a good idea to be noisy).


Have to sleep soon, 'cause it's already 3:00 AM! Wew, I should really sleep early, but I can't. There are things that we want to do, but we can't. An A.W.o.W? hahhaha, anyhow, have to go(?) after listening to Ed Sheeran :D


PS: My keyboard is working! Yeyyyyy, and hopefully this would bring me to tons of places. Let me be D: This is my happiness, working back with the keyboard after working with a tablet for a month or two. Ah just! My keyboard is working :D Something positive I guess :D

Monday, October 13, 2014

Grades

Hi. I've got absolutely nothing to do, except for breathing. I'm actually pretty worried about my exam results, because I think I'll fail almost ALL-or I think all. I'm slowly losing hope for my grades, and all those.

Sunday, October 12, 2014

A Little Hope and Pain

I don't take photography class, so sorry

I've just spent a few minutes staring at-----a spider. I've noticed that it's been there for quite a time and I'm wondering, what is it doing? It's just hanging down from the ceiling and it's looking quite dead. The spider is just moving because of the air that the fan is giving. I find it really weird and interesting.


A thought came across my mind and it's pretty much stuck in there for a few minutes. Why is no one else from it's kind caring for it? It seems like no one cares that this spider is dead or if this spider is in trouble. I'm wondering if this spider needs help or anything and it tries to get attention for help but no one is coming. Or this spider already 'killed itself' because no one cares for it. It seems painfully wrong and right at the same time. If I was the spider, I would actually do the same.


But what if someone does care for you? What if there were other spiders who actually cared for you and that they were trying to look for help, but you just killed yourself? That would actually make the pain more painful. You could have waited but you just didn't. You ended it right there, while everyone scrambles to look for help.


Then again, what if they didn't care? What if they didn't look for help because you were a burden or they simply didn't care? Would that make you right to end it there, because waiting for 'help' would make the agony longer? That I guess would make what you did, 'worth it'. If you prolonged the agony, it would be like adding a tiny bit of water into fire. Let us say that you are the fire and the water is pain, it's like killing yourself softly. Instead of adding all the water, you keep dropping little splashes into yourself (fire) and it kills you every time you add a drop.


I feel sorry if no other spider cares for this spider. It's like a family member not caring for you. So what if you're a burden? Family is family.They don't love you? Well at least let them know you love them, because everything might change after that. I'm not saying it will, but maybe a little hope would do. A little hope and pain.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Nearly Done

Bonjour! It's a day before the 1st Quarter Exams! Pretty weird and exciting because we are inching December!

I wrote a poem awhile ago, and I think I shouldn't post it? I don't know, it's pretty tiring to type it down... well I guess I've never heard of copy-paste, but I shall put it down. I'm just confusing you guys, and I'm confusing myself too, I don't know. I should get some sleep soon...


A Poem

She's been our teacher for almost 3 years,
Last year, she was ours and we cried in tears,
An English teacher who likes Mr. Darcy,
And I think we find that a bit fancy.

Ms. Yo is a person you could trust,
She's like someone who could  go through your crust.
I love how I could talk to her,
Because talking with her is comfortable like fur.

I have to say,
She made poetry my prey.
I had a new grade during the third quarter,
But I guess when I did that my time was shorter.

I'm guessing I may not be as great as them,
But of course my poems are like a gem.
Unfortunately, it's only those,
Except for my personal narrative that goes with pros.

To the best English teacher,
Thanks for teaching a weird creature.
As life goes on,
You would still be memorable.

Alright, because I need sleep, I shall end it here. For now, au revoir! :)

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

2:00 AM Update

Hiya, 2:00 AM update! So, later this morning we would be having our festival of longexams! Yeheyyy! Which means that I have to review! Awww! But it's alright, I actually miss reviewing at these certain times. I mean, the latest time I've stayed up late is 2 years ago, I was doing or homework or I was studying for math. And guess what? I failed whatever I was doing. Anyhow, I'm reviewing for both ss and science.

"I thought it was a festival? Why is it only two? Liar!"


Woah, hold on guys. Of course there are others! Just like the English longexam. I have 2 quarter exams coming up, it's for Filipino and Computer! Oh, it's a lot, happy now? But anyway, I have to study because I want to :3 Kidding, I feel like I should study for a change, I mean, I do want people to be proud of me right? So I better study, to at least enhance it a bit.


Anyhow, I have to study, such a short update! But, I'll update a lot later on, so ba-bye for now!

Au revoir! :)

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Weird Jokes

It's almost 2nd quarter, which means... last quarter (for this school year) of having Sir Mon as our teacher in science. Ye-heyyy :( But it's alright, he's still our study period teacher, so I get to see him every Tuesday.

"Tuesdays with Mon Cee"


HAHAHAHHAAHAH! My jokes are simply funny hihi. It's alright, self support, yes hahah.


That's all for now, got no other joke :)



Oh and Sir Mon and I talked awhile ago (yep) and it was fun. I missed everything about him, like seriously. It's sad that after second quarter, he's not our science teacher. But as said above, we have Tuesdays with him hahahah :) Bye all, au revoir! :)

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

A Little Peak

Hiya guys, Agent Athens over here! I've thought about a new story theme (?). I wanted to put almost all the types of movie genre, but I know I couldn't. So this new story I thought of contains the following:

- Love story:

> How would this be out of a story I'd make?
> 2 main love teams in our grade (Grade 8)

- Action:

> There would be a lot of kill- I mean, a lot of 'action' scenes here. You guys know Rambo? Well, our story isn't really like Rambo, it's just combat and all those.

- Adventure:

> All of us would be travelling around the world just to figure out the answer to the question (no, no, answer to an answer)!

- Comedy:

> Since we have comedians in class, I think it's a must for us to put this in at least of our stories.

- Mystery:

> Our story would be something like Sherlock Holmes (since I like the movies, I want it to be something like that- and yes, I didn't read the book yet).

- Horror:

> Not really scary horror, but it's something like suspense in a different way.

That's all for now, hopefully you guys would like whatever the finish product is! Lalalallala~

Au revoir! :)

Monday, September 29, 2014

Got Nothing To Do

Hiya everyone! Since I've got nothing to do, I'm studying. I'm studying for science because I'm done with my social homework. I don't feel like reviewing for Social Studies because our lessons are A LOT. It's pretty tiring to read, and I'd just get a bit 'bored'. No matter how much Nescafe coffee I'd drink, I'd still fall asleep. COFFEE DOES NOT TAKE EFFECT ON ME. God, please help me! One of the best reasons on why I don't study until a day before the exams. Also, I am pretty forgetful, which gives you another reason on why I don't study. Bwahahahah, but now I'm reviewing. New life, I guess. So right now, I'm reviewing about UCM (Uniform Circular Movement). It's pretty easy to learn but understanding it is hard (what). Another reason on why I'm studying science is because I can't do something in English. I wanted to break down the poem Water Whales (or Blue Whales, I don't know, you guys decide) did. I've mentioned before that I like creating poems, so I guess I also like analyzing poems. The problem is, I don't have a copy of it! So how am I supposed to do that? I don't know! So, I'll just review science, I have to go now, au revoir! :)

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Busy and Dead

HIYAAAAAAAAAAA! Is everyone still alive? No one's updating their blogs, and it's pretty weird. Usually, I'd see Myra post something important today, or something she found interesting. Maybe, a bit of Joel's love- science-y things or Roda's stories. I'd rarely see Charles, Nikki, and Jane update, but I find interest in their blog entries, so seeing that they aren't updating is not good. What's happening? Is everyone okay? Are they all busy studying for the quarter exams? Or is it for the upcoming long exams? I'd understand it because, heck yeah there are a lot of exams (really long) that are coming up (upcoming long exams)! It's just weird, and I don't know why I'm complaining about it.

I hope someone would update soon, got nothing to do. You guys want me to study? I'll try. Au revoir! :)

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

MITIS Treadmills

This one is a short one (for real), I just want to share what happened last June 17. I was in Taekwando summer thing and I went to 7-11 to buy my food. When I realized that I didn't have spoon and fork, I went back to ask one from 7-11. Luckily, they gave it to me for free because I told them that they forgot to put a pack in my paper bag. I then realized when I went back that I actually had them (spoon and fork), so I put up a note that I will pay them 3 pesos the next day. That isn't the real thing though, when I went back from 7-11 (after asking for a pack), I saw Sir Richmond running down the escalator. Perfectly normal? Yes it is, but the thing was, he was running down the wrong side. He ran down the side that was going up, and the escalator was running that time (they were running the opposite ways, which makes the FNET equal to zero; kidding :P). There were Korean visitors and I knew that they thought what Sir Mon was doing is weird. I was just laughing by the main entrance, because I think Sir Mon would be feeling embarrassed after. After his little 'exercise', he asked me to go to 7-11 with him, and I couldn't say 'no' to him, because I wanted to ask him about how he felt. We figured that what he wanted to buy wasn't in 7-11, so we went to Ministop. He bought what he had to buy, and I was just following him. On our way back, he asked me how was life. I said, it was pretty fine, then I asked him the same question. He said that he was also alright, so we proceeded with walking our way back. Later on, he asked me what I would think if I was one of the Korean visitors. I went full honest with him, and told him, "I would honestly ask you first if you are a teacher or student here, then I'd tell you that you seemed like a student and not a teacher." He laughed and told me that something happened so he had to take that way. I then told him that MIT needs to buy some treadmills, he laughed at it once again. When we arrived MIT, I bid farewell because my mom turned out to be there already. I went to where my mom was and she asked me tons of questions. She asked me why I was out, and I just told her that I had to buy food.

It felt great because I didn't really get to talk to Sir Mon during Grade 7. Maybe, I greet him, "Hi," or "Hello," then go back to my room. Sometimes, I would give a little chat, but because I have student duties, I have to end it. I guess for a few minutes, we bonded, you know, something like an Ionic bonds or Covalent bonds (another joke has died). So I'll end this short memory with a quote:


"If life gives you an opportunity to spend time with people, make a great use of your time with them."-Athena Thea, 2014

And I've got one more:
"I'm just kidding, I will end this just like how I usually end my other entries." -Athena Thea, 2014
Au revoir!

Nikki No Sekai Challenge

Hello guys! I've made up a challenge called 'Nikki No Sekai'- well, obviously it is because it's the title. Anyhow, so the thing is just copy the picture from Nikki's blog (nikkifloranne.blogspot.com) and put it here on your blog! Just put in people's names to fill each square. It's that simple, yes, but let's do it! :)
A New Friend: Eline Park
Eline, well, I knew her way before we became friends. I knew her because of Jeff- well, I've just heard about her. Oh and RC, he has some issues with her. Is the term 'issues' alright? Who cares? Anyhow, we became closer during the aleadership Training. Ha, funny because I thought we wouldn't be close. What were the odds?

Someone I can't live without: My mom, dad, and lola
Why? Well, it's simply because I love them a lot. My lola was pretty much the person who 'raised' me. When my parents aren't at home, my lola is there at home. I love them too much to lose them.

You Met When You Were Little: RC Rivera
I've met this guy during Grade 2. He was my first friend here in MIT after I lost my friends at my old school.

The Best Smile: Miss Yo :)
Miss Yo has the best smile because... I don't know why though. It's just that, there's something in her smile that makes you smile (bwahahhaha :P). Even if that smile looks weird or something, it still looks great :) (xD)

You Always Have Fun: Grade 8 Classmates

I can't choose one of them because they equally give me fun. Plus, when we do something fun, it'll be like different categories for each. I have a different way to have fun with Kenny, RC, Mathew, Myra, Roda, etc.

Your Best friend: None :)

I'm sorry, but I choose to not have a bestie :) I figured out that I should just be that one really special friend, like I'm a new type of a friend. That new type is called The Athena Friend, and that's pretty rare :P

"I'm someone people could blow their steam on (that sounded weird) but, anyhow, keri yan. Yan ang purpose ko sa life, to just be like a crying shoulder people would wish they have, a punching bag to punch/kick when they are mad, a pretty dumb clown people would ask to be happy, a philosophy book when someone needs inspiration, and I'm just an anything and anyone to everyone!"


Someone Who Likes Good Music: Machu :3

Well, he knows all the latest songs. Just give him a call and he'd be your Billboard Top 100 :)

Someone You Used To Be Close To: Nikki

I honestly think we aren't that 'close' like before. I can't blame her though, because I know there are other people in MIT that are way funnier, smarter, taller (:P), and just simply better than me. I'm her very long time friend, but I still don't know her favorite color.

The Smartest Person You Know: Everyone

Everyone is smart in their own ways. So I can't compare this guy to this guy especially when they have different interests. What if they have the same interests? Well, you still can't compare them because they have different methods.

Someone You Miss: Jinyi Seo

I'm pretty much still waiting for her to go back here in the Philippines and to study in MIT. Pretty impossible, but yep.

Someone Who Has Nice Hair: Sir Richmond, Miss Yo, and the Librarian

Sir Richmond has this really fun-to-play-with hair texture. If you would touch it, it would be like a bit bouncy. I don't really know how to describe it properly, but yes. Also, Miss Yo has this really cool hair! It's curly and IT'S JUST CURLY! It's fun to touch :D The Librarian has the super-duper most curly hair! CURLY HAIR MAKES EVERYTHING COOLER!

Someone That Makes You Smile On Your Worst Days: Alvin Mioten and Miss Yo

Alvin has this 'thing' in him, that even if you are really sad and all, he could still make you laugh and forget about your problems (not completely though). He's someone you could talk things out with, and he would listen to you. Just something I would ask for when I'm really down. Welp, Miss Yo because I just realize a lot of things when we talk. I realize that I could get through this, and all those. It just makes me smile, and I will still find the reason.

Makes You Laugh A Lot: Grade 8 Classmates

They make me laugh a lot because of the various categories of our jokes. Sometimes, even just the presence of Tom would make me laugh, for no absolute reason. It's pretty weird, but aijsdiajsdn! My classmates is everything you could ask for (except that they aren't food, please don't eat them).

Someone With Gorgeous Eyes: Sir Richmond

Sir Richmond has really gorgeous eyes. I don't really know how to describe it, but it really looks good. One of the main reasons on why I would like to talk to him close-up, to see his really great eyes.
Oh his eyes, his eyes, makes the stars look like they're not shining~ Blah blah blah  blah blah blah~

Someone Who Changed Your Life: EVERYONE :D

Once again, I can't choose just one because they all changed the way I look into life differently. They have different effects, and all those. My parents and teachers pretty much shaped my life.

First Crush: Sir Ecko

Erm, my first crush. I'm guessing he's the only one (for now xD). I don't know, he's just a pretty talented guy. He sings, he dances, he plays the guitar, he plays the piano- I don't know what else he can't do! He teaches one of the most hardest subject in the world- math. He made me cry by giving me an F in math for not getting great grades in quizzes and not submitting my portfolio. After those ups and downs, I still find him great. He isn't as good looking as you guys think, but he has a smile that makes my world- ahsidjansdjnnasjdanjdsa. I can't, and for those reading my blog, just forgive me. I can't, I can't.

The Funny Friend: Charles Opague

My cousin (not for real :P)! He's a funny person to be with. He makes jokes out of everything, and even if it's like a serious thing, he could still crack jokes. He's just like me, really great when coming up with jokes :P

You Can Talk About Anything With: Miss Anna, Myra Arce, and Alvin Mioten

They are just pretty cool people to talk to, and with them you could share anything and all your thoughts. Pretty short explanation, but it's very simple. I mean, it's already explained, so not much to say.

The Prettiest Person You Know: Miss Yo and Miss Iya

They're really pretty :)) Sometimes, it would feel really bad because they are really pretty. Who said I'm supposed to feel bad? Bleh, I'm kidding. They're just really pretty, I can't. 

The Most Handsome Person You Know: Minhoo Kim

Meh, I find him good looking. Not much, but yep. He has the 'looks' I guess, and yep xD

Thursday, September 18, 2014

What's Yours?

What's my happiest moment?

I would always say that's it's either when I graduated, when I got a B- in English class, when Jeff graduated and I was there to witness it, when I discovered Sir Richmond was my Grade 6 adviser, and maybe a bit more. Since I mentioned them, I'm going to explain them!


GRADUATION

Why graduation? I didn't expect a lot during 6th grade, why? Because I failed math that year. I never- take note NEVER, failed math throughout my whole life! And to know that I've failed math during the 3rd quarter (you see, I still remember it because it's a nightmare), I lost hope for graduating. 3rd Quarter was a quarter before the final quarter- which is the 4th Quarter (well of course it is one quarter before the 4th quarter, this is why you failed math), and if I failed the 4th quarter, I would be dead. Plus, my other quarter grade sucks, I mean, wasn't great! I had a D and a C I think for the first two quarters, or was it a double D? ANYHOWWW! So, you see, after getting through that depressing story of me failing math, I didn't want to think that I will graduate. Also, I was told that I would have either summer class or after school classes. Which made me feel really down more. I didn't understand why I didn't get summer class or the other choice, I expected that I won't graduate and that I have to do summer class. I'm really weird but, when I was called on stage to get my diploma, I was happy. Happy and proud of myself for that moment (because making other people happy and proud of you is really hard, might as well give yourself the support) because, I GRADUATED! Who wouldn't be happy (*thousands would raise their hands*) after graduating? All your hard work has been paid off, honestly. So for those future graduates, just please study. It'll do good to you and your family. They'll be honestly proud :)

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER

A B- IN ENGLISH CLASS?! WHAT?! I know, now calm down :P I got a B- in English class! Hm, this is really unusual for me, you know why? Throughout all the years that Ms. Yo has taught us, I always get a grade from the C range. Last year, I received my VERY FIRST B- in English. I guess studying paid off for that. Don't worry, I will aim for an A this year, and if I don't get an A this year, maybe next year! :D

HIS GRADUATION

Well, Jeff's graduation is actually a funny moment for me. I cried when he approached our table because, just like me, I didn't expect that he would graduate! When I tell him to study, he doesn't want to listen. And apparently, there he was, standing near me, showing off that very proud smile of his, obviously saying, "I did better than you, bleh!" Wait, wait, wait! I meant, "I graduated!" This made me real happy for him, because he doesn't really study. Is it normal to be lazy during 6th grade?

UH-OH

When I knew Sir Richmond was my adviser, I was happy (I don't know, I can't remember. But now that I realized it, I'm happy) because he's a good teacher. He taught us during Grade 5 and I had really high test results. I honestly thought I would be very excited for the new challenge since he is now our adviser and it's a whole new level for our tests. Sir Richmond is known for his REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, LONG EXAMS. He literally made it long, and this would all make us cry. I could survive it if it was just identification, true or false, and multiple choice, but it wasn't. There were problems and essays! You do not want to know what problems he gave us from those problems (wait what, #Problemception). It's really hard, but when you realize why he gave us those really long exams, it would be like such a great thing. It was like a preparation for the next year.

That's all? WRONG! I've got one bonus happy moment, and this is actually my happy moment! BWHAHAHAHAHA! #Momentception


A LITTLE CARE

The past few years, I've been experiencing depression. I want to share you guys...

5 Stages of Something (I don't know what it's called):

Stage 1: Depression
Stage 2: The Feeling of Being Completely Useless
Stage 3: Dark Thoughts
Stage 4: Suicidal Thoughts
Stage 5: Suicide

That's the 5 stages. I've been stuck in between stage 2-3-4. So it's in between those three, maybe the sum of those three, I don't know. But I was once close to Stage 5, when I realized someone was actually there who cares about me. I'm not sure though, but for a reason, I felt like I was cared. It's because I felt like no one actually cares about me and all of those, but during those times, I felt that someone cared about me. That someone actually sees me as a 'somebody' and not the usual 'nobody' (here we go with the Nobody Owens jokes all over again). It felt great, but of course at first, it feels really bad. For the first few days it would hurt like hell, but when you have a person accompanying you until you go down to the lower stages, you'd realize that being close to Stage 5 was actually a stupid idea. I owe a lot to this person, because maybe if it wasn't for her, I would be dead as of this moment. Because of her, I realized what's more into life, and I realized that there are a lot of other people who cared for me, it's just that I block those or them away. I can't do anything to those people who are in Stage 4, because I am there. Sometimes, when someone says they want to kill themselves, etc. I feel like I should tell them that they shouldn't kill themselves. I feel like my purpose if that ever happens is to comfort them, because probably at this way, I could somewhat help this certain person lessen their thoughts.



I don't know what I'm saying, but she said that if I wrote things in my blog, it would help me process my feelings. Forgive me if you guys don't get what I'm writing, but let's just put it in that way. Suicidal thoughts were reminded to me again, and it just triggered. I felt useless again, I felt like the whole world hated me. Maybe this is why I feel like I should sometimes comfort people in this situation, but how am I going to comfort them when I can't do it to myself first? Well, since I'm a person who cares about myself the last, I guess this would be easier. The risks are always there, and I can't. I'll just end this blog with a tweet I tweeted, until next time, goodnight!

PS: I thought about putting a new segment here, and it's called A.W.O.W (Athena's Words of Wisdom). I'll put up random quotes I've said today in random situations, to whichever I remember, I'll put it as the sign for a finished entry. 

"I can't promise you everything would be alright after this, but I will promise this once-and only once, that I will be with you :)"

Monday, September 15, 2014

What do you LOVE?

What do I love? I love a lot of things. For example, I love the time when I am alone. It's because I get to think much more when I'm alone, but the only time I don't like it, is when I'm alone at home. Why? I just feel a bit 'scared' of all the BAD possibilities that might happen to me. Maybe things like, a random fire might start nearby or maybe some robbery, I don't know, but I can't blame myself for that, I mean, that's why I learned Taekwando, to defend myself if those situations happen. So I think I get to 'plan ahead' when I think of the situations.

I love all the little things. From the time someone would give me, even if they are so damn busy. Also, when someone would give me presents- best when it's unexpected. I would appreciate it even if they would just be origami or paper, because I would think that they actually put effort in it. And because it's 3:00 AM, I'll just list down things I love :)

1. I love Science
2. I love English
3. I love Math (mostly probability)
4. I love Social Studies (pretty excited for us tackling the topic of the World Wars)
5. I love Milo mixed with milk (instead of water, put in milk)
6. I love theories (share a theory with me, and I will love you :D)
7. I love poetry
8. I love coldness (I hate it when it's warm or hot)
9. I love comics
10. I love Greek Mythology
11. I love playing badminton
12. I love National Geographic
13. I love playing games
14. I love ticking people off (sometimes)
15. I love being confused
16. I love confusing people
17. I love a messy desktop
18. (But) I love a clean desktop too
19. I love McDonald's
20. I love listening to music
21. I love piano music (especially Yiruma ^-^)
22. I love hearing the guitar
23. I love sunsets
24. I love sunrises (if I catch them)
25. I love writing here
26. I love watching movies
27. I love reading short novels
28. I love watching television
29. I love solving puzzles
30. I love everything and everyone :D

That'll be it most of it? It's a little bit too much, but meh. I forgot what else to write but I'll show you guys a picture of my new desktop! It's pretty clean for a person like me, but, I decided to clean it for good. My old desktop had only 2 more documents before it would be filled, but now, it's all pretty neat. Here's a picture:

Pretty neat right? Anyhow, it's 3:00 AM! WOOHOOOOO! But it's alright, no classes tomorrow, or is that what I think it is. Good mornight everyone, and have a nice day!
Au revoir! :)

Friday, September 12, 2014

Hallucination

HALLU-cination! 

I've been hallucinating today. For example, this morning I thought that someone was calling my name. I was on my way to school when I 'heard' someone call my name behind me. It was like a soft whisper behind me, and when I look back, I don't see anyone. Every time I would go and look ahead again, the whisper starts to get louder and louder. Louder and louder, that the last time it called me, it was not a whisper anymore- it was a yell. It made my ears and head hurt, I knew no one was calling me, but there was this urge- an urge that makes me still turn my head and look back- look back at the busy street in where no one knows me.


Another example would be about the SBA exam. I was taking the exam and I was answering my test from the last number to the first number. When I was at number 31 (not sure with number; or is that what I think it was), I got confused. Because I knew that I already answered 31, but why am I at the same number again? If you're thinking they made a typo, well then, you're wrong. I looked at my answer sheet and I looked back at the questionnaire, and viola! It was number 30! It freaked me for about a second because I read it as 31 real and clear. But when I looked away and looked back, it was a different number.


Am I on a weird drug right now? Because, if I was on one right now, someone please help me get away from these! It's really creepy! Also, this morning, I was singing to the song 'When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars'. I was in the near end of the song, when this random motorcycle passed by and it was playing the same song. The creepy part was, it was on the same line I was singing at! Spell coincidence!


Today's been a really creepy day! And right now I'm pretty bored, hooray! I'm actually looking for questions because I want to answer them. So I've found pretty hard questions and I want to answer them here! It'll be typed down in 3..2..1...


Question 1:

What worries you most about the future?
A: I worry about how I'm going to leave my mark here on this world. I also worry about how I'll make people proud of me in the future.

Question 2:

In the haste of our daily lives, what are we not seeing?
A: I guess we're not seeing what's important. I guess, in our everyday rush, we stop thinking about how we're supposed to enjoy every bit of our life. Because we will not know when we'll die.

Question 3:

Which is worse, failing or never trying?
A: For me, it's failing. Because if you never tried in the first place, how would you fail? Failing means a lot to me, it's like if I fail something or someone, it would feel like my whole world is broken.

That's three questions for now, I'll answer other questions next time! Until my next blog entry....

Au revoir! :)

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Sorry Potter Book

Bonjour! This is just some weird entry, so not much of an intro :P
PS: No books were harmed while typing this entry down.

I've been watching A LOT of movies. Some movies are based on books, some are based on real stories. But, I want to focus on movies that are based on books. For example, the Harry Potter Series. I've watched ALLLLLLL the movies (I watched the Deathly Hollows Part 2 in the cinema :P) and I like it. I don't know how this happened in the book or is it like the book, but with what I've watched, it's good. I tried reading Harry Potter ONCE but I ended up nearly throwing the book Andre just borrowed (I forgot from who). I read a few pages (I think it was 4 pages) before I nearly threw the book.

I'm not a fan of reading things. Wattpad? Sometimes I get tired reading it. Articles? I barely even read them. Other books? Well, it's either I'm required to read them or someone said it's pretty good. 

I couldn't think of anything else. Pride and Prejudice? I watched the movie and I didn't get to finish the book. Or did I even read the book? I did of course, but I didn't finish it. Anne Frank, maybe. I didn't get to watch the movie though, so this wouldn't be considered. Oh of course! How could I forget, The Little Prince! I loved the movie and the book! It's one of my favorites, The book is pretty amazing, and a few days back, I thought, what if the prince isn't true? What if the Little Prince is just the imagination of the pilot? Or what if the pilot is actually the little prince, just when he was younger, and maybe when he would actually fulfill his dream as an artist or something. I think it's pretty impossible though, but I don't really care.

I'm sorry to the Potter book that I nearly threw. It was stressful, so many words and all that! It hurts my eyes! o.o

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

A Quickee

Oh, one more quickee.

Dear Blogger,


Please stop asking if I'm a robot. I'm too dumb to become a robot.



Yours truly,
Athena :)

The comment section keeps asking me if I'm a robot, EVERY-FREAKING-TIME I would like to comment. It ticks me off, I've been doing that typing those numbers for a lot of times now. I just want it to stop. Please stop :P

One Unserious Thing

This wouldn't be something serious, but- yeap. I read a few blog entries before typing down this one, actually, I just read one. It made me curious, well, it's not that I'm never curious, but- still. Aghh! I can't write things down properly because of this funny feeling xD I find it funny when sometimes you say that you are actually the 'best friend' of this person, but for them, you aren't theirs xD HAHAHAHHA. I asked your best friend a lot of times if you are their best friend, and then that person said that you two are just friends- not best friends. Then, I'd read your blog entry and you'd say that you two are best friends xD To whoever is reading this write now, look, I don't know what I'm typing and I don't get it too. bwahahahaha, I'm pretty out of my mind know, I'm sorry to those that are reading this xD

I can't help but feel something else in your entry. I don't know what it is in English but it's called 'kilig'. I know you two are just 'best friends', but imagine the possibilities? Just like the song "Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat". It's a good song, maybe a fit for the situation. :P I don't know, you decide. Anyhow, it's pretty funny for me. Get ready for loads of teasing tomorrow. Teasing is a part of bullying, call me a bully, it won't really have an effect on me. I am a bully, it's just that, none of my classmates would tell me I am. :PPPP 


Good luck with surviving the day tomorrow, because- and just. bwahahhahahaha

One Serious Thing

Sometimes, I don't even know why I am living in this world. Those mistakes I do, those choices I make- why was I given a chance to live in here? At times, I would actually regret the people I'm friends with, or who my family members are. Then I would think, "Why do I have an environment like this?" 

Some of my thoughts could get really strange, like how I would sometimes think that when people are proud of me, it's because they're forced to. I've mentioned a few examples when I was talking to a friend about this topic. The examples were:


- Parents are forced to be proud of you because that's what they do.

- Teachers are forced to be proud of you because that's their job.
- Classmates are forced to be proud of you because they just want to comfort you.

I honestly think, that the points per each could be mixed up with the others. Actually, they're more like to be the reasons for all my examples. I thought that parents should always be proud of you because- they are your parents. Though, at times your child may do something wrong, you would always be there to tell them their mistakes and later on be proud of them. Same goes with teachers. You need to be proud of your students because it's your job to do so. It's your job to motivate the students, it's your job to 'most-of-the-time' comfort your students when they get a low grade, it's practically all your job. Then again, same goes with classmates. When you would sometimes fail your exams, they would be there to comfort you and tell you that there's another chance, it's because you are classmates, and most of your classmates would be actually doing this. I feel like being proud of me is something people are forced to do.


I actually think my hatred for everything is spreading. I don't know how, I guess I just feel it sometimes. Today, I talked to a friend and I literally blew up our conversation. I kept talking in short phrases while he/she tried to keep the conversation up. I feel like sometimes I act like an ass. A friend called me a 'jerk' yesterday, because I was really in a bad mood that time. Today, I kept talking back with short phrases because it felt bad, even if I knew my friend was right. Sometimes, I get really pissed off, I just blow my anger towards random people. For example, there's this friend of mine who made me really mad, I'd just go scream at this random friend because I had to. When I keep all my anger inside me, in time I will grow some hate for those people who made me mad. So, when that would happen, I would actually scream rude words towards them.


People say, that you should never keep your emotions inside you. It's because, if you keep keeping your emotions to yourself, at this certain point of time, you will get fed up and then you'll just explode. Explode in anger, happiness, sadness, etc. So sometimes, they would say that you should share your problems to other people, so you wouldn't get fed up. In which, I would totally disagree. I would rather keep all my emotions to myself because I don't want anyone else know about my hatred for everything. My anger towards everyone, my happiness towards an object, my sadness in every certain day. I don't feel like anyone else should care about my problems or emotions, I mean, they've got their own, so why care about mine? Plus, when people would actually care about it, I feel like I'm being selfish. I feel like instead of caring for other people's problems, I would actually make them care about mine. Sometimes my problems aren't really that-that. It's like, some people have more problems that are actually something to problem about, and I'm just here, having problems about- these. See? It's not that important, unlike the others.


I promised someone that I will change. That I will actually focus on studies before those social media sites. I think I shall change to fulfill my other promises, like beating Joel at least ONCE in something school related. BUT! I already beat Joel once, based on Sir Richmond. Apparently, Joel and I can't remember when, but it's acceptable. Support me on this one for once. 


The feeling when I actually promised that (the one with me changing) is weird. I want to become something for a better, I guess. I'm already on the process of doing this, and I hope it would be success.


During dismissal time, EJ went downstairs to tell us about theories. His explanation to me was great, but I kept arguing. I didn't want to lower my pride, once I state something, I want my statement to win. Too much pride, I guess. Anyhow, he told me to prove that I exist. Then he told me why we should believe in God. Then I kept complaining, which I don't really get why. But, that's just me. So we kept arguing for a few minutes, then he told me this argument is going anywhere, so we stopped. Until the ride home, he kept telling me about more theories, and it was cool. I get really interested when talking about these things, I know that. I don't think anyone else knows it though.


Our lives would be better without judgement or criticism. Or maybe, those actually make up life. I don't know, you guys decide, because I am pretty complicated.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Azi the Angel and Crow the Devil

The Good Omens


Aziraphale was an angel,
Crowley was a devil.
You see, I started reading our book,
Here's a little poem for you, now look.

Aziraphale is too much of a good-y guy,
His life is just so dry.
At some point I thought Aziraphale was gay,
Don't worry, some other kid in the book already mentioned that, m'kay?

Crowley doesn't seem much of a bad-ass too,
His schemes are just too- boo!
He is a devil, but his acts are too kind,
Is he just like that or is he blind?

Besides all that,
I believe that Aziraphale isn't a great magician.
But turning real guns to water guns?
I will surely invite him to my party and ask him to make me tons!

I've been searching for pictures of the two,
Most pictures are pretty much ships, which is true.
I'm finishing this poem 'cause I'm feel like sleeping,
Good mor-night to all of you who are already sleeping.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Sleeping in Class?!

Bonjour! This is not much of an entry, but I just want to share what happened awhile ago.

09/02/14


For today, we had our long exam in Social Studies. Everyone reviewed, just like always- except for me. I did review a little, but not as much as them. I heard Myra slept for 4 hours or something, and all those. But I just want to talk about my experience awhile ago. No, I didn't stay up late to review, I stayed up late because I watched the Philippines' fight against Argentina (unfortunately, we lost). I've slept for only 5 hours, which is pretty normal for me, but what ever happened awhile ago isn't normal.


The last time I've slept in class was in Grade 6 class. I slept for about 5 minutes, is that counted as 'sleep'? I slept during math class (peace everyone), well math class was about to end and the teacher wasn't facing us, so why not take the chance? Our teacher was writing homework, I guess, and he took a lot of time on that, so I closed my eyes for a bit, and bam! I've 'slept' for 5 minutes. Really fun right? A great thing no one else saw me sleep or else I would have my very first Incident Report that time (which is a bad thing for a Grade 6 student). Now that I've told here in my blog, don't kill me or anything, I come in peace! 


I've got a few incidents where I've 'almost' slept in class. Just like last week, I was really tired and all that, I nearly slept when my other classmates were doing their report. I didn't mean to take a small nap, but when I closed my eyes for a second, I realized I was already head-banging (which means I'm nearly sleeping). 


And for today, I actually slept- for just a few minutes (or that's what I think). I was taking the long exam and just like what I said, I didn't get 'enough' sleep (even if I'm used to it), so I decided to close my eyes for a second, thinking that I will actually get to think of the answers. I then closed my eyes for a second, and the next thing I know is that Sir Melvin tapped my shoulder while laughing (a bit). For a few, I was confused. I mean, I just closed my eyes and this is what I 'wake up' too? That's a little bit too much. It was then when I realized, that I actually took a few minutes to rest. Really, really weird, right? Not only that, I mean I was awake for the morning (just the morning assembly) because we needed to 'exercise'. Nope, nope, nope. The exercise was about certain animals and you have to copy them. Our class was very serious about the exercise, we did it so well, we ended up laughing our asses off. 


Aside from sleeping during classes, another thing happened. Actually, nothing important but I feel like sharing it. Do you guys remember the App I was talking about in the past blog entries (I don't know how many blog entries had passed)? Luckily, I got to play with it again! For today, we (Jane, Roda, Nikki, and I) did 4 pairs and the results are down there (please don't kill me when I get some of the data wrong):


App Results: 


1. J and A- 90%

2. R and T- 16%
3. J and C- 60% (?) (I forgot, I'm sorry)
4. M and J- 90% (Again, please don't kill me if I get some wrong)

All pairs are pretty cute actually. The first pair is the best (bwahahaha) because the 'feelings' are there. Just guess who likes the other, is it A who likes J, or J who likes A. Maybe both, we will never know! On to the next one, it's just that the second pair aren't really 'for each other', so they didn't get as high as the others. The third pair is actually funny because we just 'paired' them up for fun. I mean the girl started it, we just went along with the fun. It turned out to be pretty funny, so we wouldn't mind. The last pair is also the best. This is actually just a joke too, because they are best friends. So whatever they do, nothing 'bad' is put in there.


BUT! They say, that's where it starts. Being best friends. It's maybe because you two know each other a lot, and/or you two get along with each other easily. This leads us to the real point of this part (bleh)---joke. You see that? You see how bad I am at making jokes here?


Nikki said that it's impossible because the two are just best friends. Roda and I said that no, it's actually more possible because you two are best friends. I laughed about this because I've read at some site that at least one of the two (in the best friends) has or had a crush on the other. It makes sense now, right? Anyhow, Roda began singing 'Lucky' by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat (actually just the line: Lucky I'm in-love with my best friend). And because love is nothing but a series of chemical chain reactions inside the brain (whut)- I started singing the whole song, whole-chorus-of-the-song. So, I was singing the chorus with all my power and that, when suddenly, he came out. He. Came. Out. I don't know why I had to separate those 3 words but, yep. Welp, I don't want to 'hope' or be a 'feeler' but I felt like he looked at me. ASDFGHJKL, just let me--- ahbdaskjncnajknckannsdciubasisddcba *smacks face on keyboard*.


Alright, I'm done with that weird smacking of my face on the keyboard, let's continue. I don't know why I felt like it, but let's just let it be (let it be, let it beeee)! Too much questions popped out of my head, questions like:

- Am I singing too loudly? If yes,
- How come no one is complaining?
- Why didn't he go inside the room? Why did he stop and look back? (welp, we were at his 'back')
- How long are we going to take?
- Anyone want some Clover chips?

So many questions, I may take the whole day typing them down. I'll just type down the most important ones^^. After that, we did what we were supposed to do, and we went home. Before that, I've shared my blessings, so I let people take some of my Clover chips. I was sharing them, in short. I've shared them to almost everyone (who wanted, I mean, why force those ones who don't want?) and yep. He also ate some of my Clover chips, so I'm very happy ~(^_^)~ *le happy dance.

ALRIGHT. We're done with all, I just have a last question! Here it is:


Is the word 'whern' real? I only typed this down awhile ago (typo) and I guess I made a new word. So please help me anyone :D


(Whern- where and when)


That's all, I've got to sleep already, goodbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Au revoir! :D